Feelings

I grew up with my parents and two brothers, I studied in a Chinese School, where I had the chance to learn 3 major languages, Chinese, English and Malay. I play the piano till grade 8, I watch both Chinese and English movies, I listened mainly to English songs, and I spend a huge amount of time obsessing through Wrestling during my high school period. I became the Head Prefect, Scout Secretary and Club President during high school, but I also skipped class, swore and watched stuff I knew I shouldn't.

Looking back, I always felt that I was the bridge between two different worlds. I'm a pianist with a laborer's body, I'm a head prefect which would skip classes, I'm the English speaking Chinese who could mingle with English and Chinese educated people. Yes, I can mingle with both sides, but sadly I'm best friends with neither. I prefer my own life style. I like the good guy attitude, but I don't like to be "pure", I like the bad guy attitude, but i don't like the activities that come with it: drinking, smoking, going to dance floors, stuff like that. Surprisingly I like pets, I can't get enough of em, first the dogs, then the rabbits, later maybe ferrets, I don't know. I tend to like stuff that show others show no interest to.

Actually I tend to have an odd personality, for example, I put these really odd sentimental feelings in my life up in my Facebook status, and I tend to get embarrassed when my friends talk to me about them. Not to say I'm ashamed, it's just not one would do normally I guess. I don' know, maybe I'm just different than anyone else. I'm 25 and I have a girlfriend whom I've had for 9 years now, and I'm proud of that. But how many 25 year olds really have I have now? I would say it could be because of this relationship, my thinking, my priorities may differ than others. My mind is to be happy, have a successful career and have a great life with my princess. But of course, it comes with hard work, priorities where I can't spend where I could enjoy myself more and less time with friends (cause let's face it, going out with friends tend to empty your wallet abit).

I'm getting the hang of writing a blog, since I don't link my blog to anywhere (no FB, no friendster), I'm guessing not many people I know would really read my blog anyway, so I kinda feel comfortable writing my feelings here. Like I said, this is my palace, where I can really express myself and feel this place really belongs to me :)